zaterdag 3 februari 2018

Hersenspinsel "Puf":

Hersenspinsels "Puf":
Mijn hersenspinsels zijn gedachten die in het universum van mijn zijn rond waren.
Een beetje als sneeuwvlokjes of hele fijne regendruppels.
Soms raakt eentje je per toeval of je vangt het bewust, met je tong of in je hand.
Af en toe lest het je dorst of het doet je schrikken van de wrange smaak maar soms is het ook heerlijk zoet en soms dwarrelt het langs je en kijk je het gewoon na.
Als ik mijn hersenspinsels in het Engels zou schrijven dan zou het zijn als volgt:

Brainfart "The benefit of having enemies":

Sunday... coffee...
Otis Redding... meditating... chanting... working... thinking...
Rethinking... self-analysis... self-evaluation...
Focusing on becoming a better version of me every day... building a legacy for future generations to benefit from...
Very dissapointed in humans but pleased with the angels in human form...
I guess i also need to figure out my priorities as i am getting older.
Living a life of servitude to other humans is not always as rewarding as one would think..
Even when being selfless in the way you do things, some humans will make sure to target you with negativity, forcing you to be selfish instead of selfless..
You then realize that the world is not a safe place..surprisingly also for someone that wants to dedicate his life to making it a better place for all of us..
You realize people will see you shine your light in the darkness and instead of becoming light themselves and join forces, they will try to dim or even turn off your light with the purpose to shine by themselves.. alone..
But we cannot do this alone...
Sometimes i think that too many of us humans are behaving like the cancer cells of our planet..
Or like a deadly virus... killing ourself from the inside out..
Fueled by greed and jealousy..
Just as our priorities are fueled by consumerism and ego..
As i was writing a report i came up with the following quote:
"The way people treat you is a reflection of the way you treat yourself"😨
I stared at this sentence for a while. It was as if it was a message from myself to myself..
And yes.. I can be very harsh to myself.. even self destructive .. but for the greater good.. it will be for the better of all of us.. right?😏
So, i was very dissapointed in humans.. But also in myself for putting my trust in the wrong persons... that is why i am in my hermit phase now... but it's coming to an end.. as i have come to realize that you start and end with "one" and that is why you should try to be "not-one" in between... 😵
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Okay,
Back to Otis Redding...
My brain has farted enough..
But you always have "after-farts", right...
So
One thing i have noticed..
People might try to dim your light and they even might succeed.. But.. the harder and more often they try, the stronger they make you... each time!
Your enemies are the ones that really make you stronger, i guess, and your friends are the ones that keep you going, you are the only one that can decide where you are going...
So, could one say that evil only exists to strengthen good, just as light cannot exist without the darkness in which it shines?
Well, enemies, thank you for being my frenemy and spending your time on making me the better version of me that will be able to shower you with love.... friends thank you for motivating me... self, Thank you for not forgetting where we are going!
Back to enjoying my sunday... relieved from toxic gasses in the brain..
This was My Lovers Prayer😋

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